പൂമുഖം LITERATURESTORY The waiting

The waiting

On maps, the ferry jetty was marked as a point from which people left.

Maya had always thought it was the place where they arrived.

She drove an Uber.

Between rides she parked beneath the rain tree overlooking the water. The tea seller no longer asked what she wanted. He poured tea into a paper cup before she switched off the engine.

Around her, Kochi rehearsed its oldest habit.A ferry kissed the jetty for three minutes and drifted away.

A cargo ship waited beyond the harbour, too large to enter before the tide agreed.

The city seemed incapable of hurrying.

Only the people tried.

Leela arrived one Tuesday carrying a helmet with a cracked visor.

She worked wherever the next notification appeared.

Food deliveries.

Digital illustration by Author

Medicine deliveries.

Festival staffing.

Nothing long enough to become an identity.

She looked at the empty space beside Maya.

“Is this seat free?”

“I don’t own it.”

“I wasn’t asking about ownership.”

Maya laughed.

Leela sat down.

That became Tuesday.

And a place where two weeks kept recognizing each other.

They never asked why the other lived alone.

Some questions behaved better when left outdoors.

Instead they invented another ritual.

Every Tuesday they chose one stranger.

Not to guess who they were.

To imagine what invisible thing they were carrying.

A woman stood staring at the departures board even after the ferry had left.

Leela whispered,

“She’s practising goodbye.”

A little boy counted every crow crossing water.

Maya said,

“He’s trying to delay tomorrow.”

An old man folded and unfolded a newspaper without reading a single word.

Leela smiled.

“Someone he loves is speaking elsewhere.”

They were almost always wrong.

That became the pleasure.

Every mistaken story reminded them that another life could never fit inside a first impression.

One humid afternoon Maya accepted a ride from a man in an expensive blue shirt.

She reached him fifty-eight seconds later than the application predicted.

“You’ve wasted my time.”

He said it without anger.

Like someone reading today’s temperature.

During the journey he answered emails before finishing phone calls.

When he got out he said,

“Life rewards people who move faster.”

The door closed.

That evening Maya repeated it to Leela.

Leela didn’t reply immediately.

She watched the ferry untie itself from the shore.

Then she pointed toward the water.

“Have you noticed something?”

“What?”

“The ferry waits for people.”

“So?”

“But nobody thanks it.”

The conversation ended there.

Some thoughts refused to become larger than one sentence.

Monsoon arrived.

Rain erased the line between river and sky.

Passengers entered Maya’s car smelling of wet umbrellas, coconut oil, hospital corridors and jasmine.

Every person carried a different weather.

One Tuesday they watched a young woman standing alone with a birthday cake balanced on her knees.

Neither of them spoke.

For the first time they didn’t invent a story.

The woman smiled at nobody.

Then quietly cut the cake into two pieces.

She ate one.

She left the other untouched on the bench before boarding the ferry.

Neither Maya nor Leela moved.

The slice remained there until a crow landed beside it.

The bird pecked once.

Looked around as though asking permission.

Then carried away a piece larger than its beak.

Leela laughed so suddenly that tea escaped through her nose.

“Crows never wait.”

Maya looked at the empty bench.

“No.”

“They inherit.”

Time continued without asking anyone.

Some Tuesdays Leela came late.

Some Tuesdays Maya left early because a ride appeared.

Some Tuesdays rain occupied the bench before either of them did.

Nothing about their friendship insisted on completion.

One Tuesday Leela wasn’t there.

The tea seller placed two cups on the bench out of habit.

He stared at them for a while.

Then shrugged.

“Maybe someone else will drink it.”

A college student sat beside Maya.

Without asking, she picked up the untouched cup.

“Thank you,” she said to nobody in particular.

She drank half.

Left the rest.

Life, Maya realized, almost never arrived empty.

It borrowed from whoever had been there before.

Years slipped into the water.

The rain tree grew wider.

The wooden bench became smooth where thousands of hands had rested.

Children who once waited with school bags returned carrying sleeping babies.

The ferry horn sounded exactly as it always had.

Only the listeners changed.

One evening Maya noticed something she had somehow missed for years.

Whenever a ferry approached, people stopped looking at their phones. Their heads simply lifted together. As if the water had spoken in a language older than
sound.

The ferry arrived.

People stood.

Some sighed.

Some walked away without turning back.

The bench emptied.

Then filled again.

Maya finished the last sip of tea.

A stranger approached.

“Is anyone sitting here?”

She looked at the empty place beside her.

For a brief second she imagined every person who had ever occupied it.

The woman with the birthday cake.

The old man with the newspaper.

The boy counting birds.

Leela laughing at the crow.

People who had crossed her life without staying long enough to become stories, yet somehow had become part of the way she looked at the world.

She moved her cup.

“Please.”

The stranger sat.

Neither introduced themselves.

The ferry arrived.

The tide turned.

Far out in the harbour, another ship waited for water deep enough to enter.

Closer to shore, the tea seller rinsed two paper cups that looked exactly alike.

Nobody noticed the bench.

It kept doing what benches have always done.

Holding the weight of people who believed they were waiting for something ahead, while life, patient as the tide, kept arriving beside them.

Cover: Jyothis Paravoor

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